September 7th, 2008
I've been gone for toooooo long :) POSTED AT 10:21 AM Updates..
Im back again with Robbie. I am now a campaign manager. I am dating still.
I miss the dad of my kid I can now declare I am officially separated from Jammy I still cant believe I am free I still cant believe I single.
But most of all..
I cant believe that finally.. I am happy.
say what you want and mean it!
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September 7th, 2008
im back POSTED AT 10:11 AM I was gone for quite some time, been busy with work.. But now I am back. In full force |
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July 4th, 2008
my crazy 3 day pahinga.. POSTED AT 08:51 PM a lot has been going on with my life this past week..
i lost my phone. i spoke to Jammy regarding our son. I got pissed off with Ken I went out with John Cheng
all connected.
weird.. its all too surreal.
Jammy : for the past 10 months, he'd been avoiding my son and his responsibilities.. Ken : liked each other eversince we met each other, but parted ways 2 nights ago.. not even friends.
John : the chinese guy who doesnt really care whether we are different.
i was out drinking with Ken and Kuya Mon during my off, harry, cathy, tsong, toti and Kuya mike came later.. eventually we all got drunk. Stupid Ken wants me to sleep in his house, which I eventually did not do, i got a text message from his ex-gf, she's there.. buti na lang d ako natulog dun.. kundi away un.. (hmm and lucky me, when i slept there during my VL, no commotions naman), we went to toti's house before he went home.. i dont know why we had to go there.. all i knew is that i really felt uncomfortable so i asked him to take me back to kuya mon's house..
ayun we drank pa... kuya mon as usual Uwihi in his own house so harry and I went to his place in greenpark.. we started talking about Jammy, his barkada, and offered to call him for my son.. love ni harry kasi si jam.. so we tried calling Jammy, but i guess he was already sleeping.. harry made it a point to pass by his house.. mga 4 times ata! haha
harry made kwento about everything he knows, nakakasakit man pakinggan.. totoo naman lahat..
he asked if i wanted to look at Jammy's friendster.. and if i wanted his mobile number, i said yes. Mali ata.. I got hurt even more.
nawala si ken sa kwento.. umuwi, spent the night with his ex and gave me the dramatics earlier..
So back to Jammy, the next day he sent a text message.. miracle if you ask me and we ended up deciding that he can borrow Jam from time to time as long as he supports jam.. its his obligation and responsibility.. jam is his son.. so on sunday,, they will finally see each other.. i dont know how jam will react though.
so i went home, i lost my phone, borrowed a phone and started exchanging messages with John.. we were going out. drinking session (may pasok ako ng 3am!)
ayun.. went to Banawe, some chinese resto.. his friend's birthday.. ang cute kaya nung friend nya.. i was out of place during the first hour since they are all chinese! nakakatuwa coz they are trying to avoid speaking chinese para i wont get offended.. kaya ayun.. mga phrases na lang and all were translated to english by Beau and John
we ate pares afterwards since some got drunk na and some wanted to go to a girlie bar.. sa brookes.. as if naman pwede ako dun db? so ayun nga. beau, john and i ate first,, we took beau home..
nakakailang coz we really dint want to go home yet.. so punta kami timog, drank more at kalye Juan.. i called the office and said ill be coming in later that morning.. so nung mejo lasing na.. he asked if he'll take me home i said no, just drop me in Edsa and ill take a cab to work,
d naman sya pumayag.. so as drunk as he is, he drove me all the way to makati.. i didnt want him to go yet so i asked if he wanted starbucks muna.. we drank coffee, kakahiya.. a lot of people saw us together. from the office and even the site director saw us.. late na ako sa shift ko but i really didnt care..
so ayun,, around 4am.. i went up and started feeling bad.. lasing ako super..
will update next time..
sakit pa ulo ko eh. |
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June 23rd, 2008
Reminiscing about jammy.. (through friendster comments ) POSTED AT 01:46 AM
you're really something 'my 'coz you've
 ever wondered if there's a thing such as
a soulmate? at first i was a non-believer but when i met you i knew right there and then that your my soulmate. 'coz even though we were completely starngers every thing just fell into its proper place. we had a strong connection right from the moment you said hello to me on the phone. for the past few days that i've known you we experienced a lot already, you introduced me to your family and friends and vice-versa. i really glad of what we have right now. love really moves in mysterious ways. i'll never ever let you go, for it would break my heart in unrepairable proportions. you're my better half, the person that i wan't to grow old with and spend the rest of my life with. no one can ever compare to you. yoou make me smile at everything and gives me the confidence to start each new day. i thank you with all my heart that you came into my life and that you chose me to be your better half. i love you so much tweetums! mwah!  swept away is the term for what i felt
when i met you tweetums. the moment i talked to you i was sure that you're the one that i've been searching for that i wanna spend my life with. from the start we jived already up to the smallest things. i wasn't afraid of telling you my deepest and darkest secrets, my fears and goals because i felt at ease with you. you're god's gift to me the blessing that i was waiting for. with you i found true happiness and contentness. thank you for giving me your unconditional love. i won't let anything or anyone ruin what we have. you gave me a new purpose in my life. you complet me in every way possible. thank you so much for becoming a part of my life! I LOVE YOU TWEETUMS! MWAH!  you're my everything, you're the person
whom i really want to spend my life with. no one can stop what we have. ur god's gift to me and i cant thank him enough. i love you with all my heart. hay... How I miss Jammy.. How I miss the time we spent together. argh! I am supposed to let go and move on.. but I just can't seem to move on.. I can't let go!!! ARGH...
GAGO KA JAMMY... MAMATAY ka NA NGA!!
Feeling: missing my daddy.. |
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June 22nd, 2008
butterflies.. POSTED AT 03:32 AM
A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further. So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly. What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were God's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.
Feeling: waiting for transpo |
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June 22nd, 2008
My Life... POSTED AT 02:00 AM
Feeling: mommy mode |
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